Since my dad passed away recently i haven't felt more separated from my family (mum and sis) than i do now. I know its gonna be weird being the only male in the house and that i'm gonna feel ganged up on, but now its getting ridiculous.
I get blamed for staying in my room alot, which I've always done. Not for some depressing reason or anything i just like spending time in my room, its like my space where i can escape. Every time i try and speak to them i either:
- 1) get ignored (they've developed selective hearing) or
- 2) get moaned at for something that i probably didn't even do
Yeh okay so it sounds like parents are anyways.....wrong!...it would be aside from the fact all i hear is "we've got to stick together now" and what would make that easier is if they didn't F**KIN IGNORE ME!
Sorry for the rant but i'm angry and upset, and at my own family which is worse that anything. I guess i've learnt to cope on my own, i'm slowly getting used to it. The amount of times i think to myself "your on your own now" and then think "nah!". Now i'm starting to think that then "yep definitely".
Chow
gaz
edit: just read my last post and come to realise its not just my family its everyone, now i feel much better yay! *sarcasm*
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