The tables have turned

Or so it seems. Shortly after my last post our cousin invited us to Blackpool for the week. And all i can say was, it was an absolutely amazing break away from everything. And if anything it brought us back together as a family.

Also whilst i was in Blackpool i suddently gained courage which i'd never experienced so much before. See from being very young, nearly any sort of ride scared me, and i kept telling myself "you have a weak stomach and that rides way to extreme". But since last week however i'll no go on just about anything.

So if you wanna have a peek at what we got upto in blackpool (and see ride photos, which i'm proud of!) click the image below.



Chow
Gaz

Ignorance?

Yeh i would've thought better, seen as i'm dedicating this post to the ones that are IGNORING ME! yes folks i speak of my family!
Since my dad passed away recently i haven't felt more separated from my family (mum and sis) than i do now. I know its gonna be weird being the only male in the house and that i'm gonna feel ganged up on, but now its getting ridiculous.

I get blamed for staying in my room alot, which I've always done. Not for some depressing reason or anything i just like spending time in my room, its like my space where i can escape. Every time i try and speak to them i either:

• 1) get ignored (they've developed selective hearing)
or

• 2) get moaned at for something that i probably didn't even do

Yeh okay so it sounds like parents are anyways.....wrong!...it would be aside from the fact all i hear is "we've got to stick together now" and what would make that easier is if they didn't F**KIN IGNORE ME!

Sorry for the rant but i'm angry and upset, and at my own family which is worse that anything. I guess i've learnt to cope on my own, i'm slowly getting used to it. The amount of times i think to myself "your on your own now" and then think "nah!". Now i'm starting to think that then "yep definitely".

Chow
gaz

edit: just read my last post and come to realise its not just my family its everyone, now i feel much better yay! *sarcasm*

Drib drab blah blah blah

Haha (that was a sarcastic laugh) life sucks at the moment, i could go on....actually i will because after all a blog with no actual feelings and real life stuff in it. well its pretty pointless (unless of course its a seo/design blog or something but thats beside the point).

So here goes. A the moment i'm basically working then topping my day of by lounnging about with my "friends", who most of the time...how can i put this....ignore me! In fact i'm writing this in rage cos i'm slightly VERY pissed off.
Seems like you should never spend too much time with the same people, especially if theres relationships and "i think i like you"'s flying around at the same time.

Through trial and error i think i'm gonna stay seperate for a while, and see how the group reacts. Experimental seclusion.....haha made that up but i think thats what i'm gonna call it :D

Just thinking about annoying people is bringing a smile to my face. Cant say i'm proud to be sly and manipulating but hell it sure does make me feel better.

Take care
Gaz